You have some SERIOUS issues in my opinion. I would suggest getting into therapy or seeking some other kind of professional help.
I don't blame your husband one bit for kicking you to the curb (I am surprised he even married you).
Have you even thought about what you are doing to your child????? Some example you are setting. You don't deserve to be a mother or a wife.
Don't mean to sound so abrasive, but being a committed husband to a woman for 14 years and having her cheat on me (we are now divorced), I can relate to your husband and what he is going through.
Shame on you!!! Like the previous poster said, "You need to get right with God." Quit thinking of yourself and your agenda and start thinking of your child and what kind of future you want to provide for him/her.
I apologize for my tone, but people like you just piss me off. If your husband takes you back he is NUTS and will be a "glutten for punishment". He deserves better.
You obviously don't value yourself too much. I really hope you clean up your act and be a REAL mother to your kid. Good luck!!!
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U Took Each Other For Granted by: Babe
U need to the root of the problem as to why you are cheating...What is it that you are lacking?..Is it basically starved sexual attention you were seeking?...Are you the type of person who can't say " NO"?...It sounds like you need to go to church and bring jesus in your heart n soul...Read the bible first corithians (chapters 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 )....Educate yourself about affairs and cheating...Give your ex husband time to deal with the emotions he is dealing with inside himself...He is feeling hurt, pain, abandonment, ripped life out of his heart...It will take him some time to heal...Have you asked your ex husband to go to counseling with you?...Have you sent your ex husband a heart felt apology?...That is something you do owe him...The two words ( I'm sorry ) isn't a heart felt apology...You need to give your ex husband the time to also get over the feelings of being betrayed, unfaithful , loyalty , dishonesty , trust , by you...It's time you stop being selfish and also think about his feelings...Ask yourself how would you feel if he did this to you?...Reverse it and educate yourself about cheating and what the non cheating spouse feels and goes through inside themself...I do have a very good site that will help you and open your eyes wider as to how much damage you have caused another decent human being...Don't do unto others what you , wouldn't want done to you....Marriages do survive infidelity and one person can save the marriage...
