If I...

by Eliza Andrews
(London)

If I see her I will kill her
If I kill her I will cry
If I cry I will be soft
If I'm soft I will lose.

If I beg him to end it
I will seem weak
If he catches me to it
I will have lost twice.

If I, if I, if I, if I....


If i tell him its over
there will be no more if I's.