Sooooo Confused...

My name is umm lets say Sam! i am recently divorced .. the reason,, i cheated...the cheatee is now my current gf.b4 me she used to have alotta 1 nighters.. but me bein accepting.. th past is the past and it didnt bother me..but now we have a daughter 2gether n she just really strayed out.. we been 2gether 4 3 yrs now.. n our daughter is 2..in the begining of the relationship i cheated on her..in the 1st mth..with my ex wife....what a mistake....i still dont hear the end of it even after i came clean....but now she seems like she has no interest in me at all its like im not even there.. we havent had sex in about 10 days now and im losin my ind ..i caught her tellin some kid on her myspace she misses him ..2 days b4 our 3yr anniversary...some balls huh!anyway i confronted her n she didnt really know what to say but her 1st answer was im not cheating like u did!..so to make a long story short..should i expect to catch her downin the kilbasa?..some 1 help me out hea?