Tears before Christmas

by Princess Manafe
(Jakarta, Indonesia)

The Christmas decorations are everywhere... the Christmas songs are being sung in malls...

It was supposed to be our first Christmas together,but just a few weeks before Christmas I discovered the painful truth.

One hour before church:

"She's my customer so I have to be nice with her. That's the reason I displayed my and her photograph as the wallpaper of my blackberry," he lied STUPIDLY.

"Can I see it again?" I became upset.

"No way! No way!" he insisted.

"Honey, please forgive me... " he started to cry.

'Is this what I got after we had enrolled in a premarital guidance programme held by his church?!!!" I screamed in my heart. He was the one who had had the innisiative to join it.

So? Yes, I said good-bye. Surprisingly, he kept texting me for a week.

The other woman said she had known about his lie and our relationship but she hadn't cared about me. "I decided to take him because I loved him. Anyway, it was up to him wasn't it?" she mentioned. OMG !

Christmas is coming up... and IF I COULD TURN BACK THE CLOCK I WOULDN'T HAVE WANTED TO MEET HIM.