Tomorrow

Till death do us part
my heart died that day
When I learned that you strayed
I afforded you a good life
as a stay at home mom
I thought i was "the man" to able to do that
but all I did was open you up
to time and tempatation
eventually you found "the man" you preferred
to kiss and god knows
it kills me to know
I feel like a fool
who worked day and night
so you and the kids would not miss
a single want, or fun, or vacation in the sun
it was ME that brought that home
NOT HIM
was it worth it?
to lose my trust and love and dreams
of you and i spoiling our grandkids?
I wanted to grow old with you
with the kids
US!
WHY HIM?

I'm still working towards tomorrow
now tomorrow is broken
I'm lost - without tomorrow
I loved you I hate you
for taking the time I gave you
and spent it with HIM
and break our tomorrow
with me
and our kids...