by Suzanne Marie
I've been in this place, that I fear is, this, possibly the case.
You know what I fear, where we've been, once, twice, plus one other time, before, guilt, and dishonesty, the look on your face.
Caught in the act, of obvious, and intentional, unspeakable acts, to occur, unacceptable behavior, from the Man I Love.
Nothing to explain, no words, no defense, nor communication to consider, broken trust, broken heart, Trusting only in God, above.
My eyes, have seen what has shattered, my trust, & of where my disappointment, heartache, & constant suspicion, has come, troubling my mind.
My eyes, the window, permanent inPrints into my mind, as everything, I've seen, Through my own eyes, good or unkind.
As seen, As Witnessed, As Engraved, way down deep, throughout my body, deep into my soul.
Disappointment, Suspicion, Doubt, & Difficulty to trust, once believing in, US, truly my Hope, my Goal.
Witnessed Infidelity, Obviously your agenda, I couldn't Believe my EYES!
Infidelity, Unfaithful Intentions, kept in disguise..