feelikesucker

by tony
(oak creek wi, usa)

Well, it started with her being distant,unaffectionate,
argumentative. Our sex life fell off the face of the earth. We went from oral sex and intercourse to like nothing during this time.
She had a myspace page and was chatting with a guy she knew from high school that was on the 21 of august i know because thats when she got the friend request and accepted it. But from mondays through thursday she attends this class from 530 to 830. There was a guy named terry that attended with her, today i intercepted an email from her teacher and he asked her how she was doing,and i quote, hows your living arrangements,Terry and all that stuff? i just want you to be happy. please tell terry i said hi. end quote. i just got this today!!! the other night she got all dolled up to go to her class and brought a blanket with her. and she missed a bunch of classes because shes got to make up any she misses! the myspace was just a distraction
from the real issue. it was terry all along. its September 16 and we finally had sex and i noticed big time that well she was loose i mean it looked like she got rammed by a horse! i gave her oral and it looked like a hole when normally its together! i feel totally stupid for examining her but fuck, it was like night and day!!! right now im thinking of leaving but i love her
to much its gonna hurt like hell to leave and i keep pretending that she didnt do anything. but i know in my heart and gut that she did. she wont admit anything happened and now she wants to have a baby and get married all of a sudden, my mind is totally fucked up so to whom it may concern, wtf do i do now?