Not good enough..

I am a single mother fell in love with a single man with no ties. We have been together over 6 years and have a two year old together with marriage.

Friday 10/09/09 I found out on accident that he has a 2nd phone that I have no knowledge of. But I had the intuition that he did have one since May, I questioned him and he denied all of my allegations.

Well the truth comes out and I didn't do any snooping. I told him my intuition and now its reality, he then dug a hole deeper by telling me that he has already disconnected the other phone!

So upon discovering this new number, he confessed to having another number. I am left trembling with anger and hurt.

Because for the past couple of months he has been very distant, irritated with me, complain all the time, sleep in another room to avoid sex, and picks fight so that I don't call him.

So I am left crying every night because he wants to keep our 2 year old son. I hate the fact that I have put myself through this situation again, but this time it's more painful than the first..